Now this was a great trial to those that did stand fast in the faith; nevertheless, they were steadfast and immovable in keeping the commandments of God, and they bore with patience the persecution which was heaped upon them.– Alma 1:25
About twenty years ago I spent several weekends driving chase truck for my neighbor who owned and operated a hot air balloon. The deal was that if I drove long enough he would take me up on a ride. My friend Sean and I decided a balloon ride would make an awesome homecoming group date and both of us signed up. After the prescribed number of weekends, we both got dates and headed for the mountain town that was a favorite of local balloonists. I remember my date being afraid of how it would feel to be that high in the air hanging in the wind while I was anticipating feeling the wind in my face.
At this point in my life I had been in small and large planes and on almost any form of wheeled transportation you can think of. I was used to the feel of being buffeted by the wind and pavement. In fact, the feel of wind in my face was what drove me to spend as much time as I did on motorcycles. Without pausing to consider it, I unconsciously expected the balloon ride to be something along the same lines.
Once we got airborne I quickly realized how wrong I was, and had I stopped to think about it, it would have been obvious the ride was going to be completely tranquil. As soon as the balloon lifted off the ground the light breeze we had been enjoying stopped. We had the feeling of being completely motionless, and without looking at the ground it was impossible to get a sense of the direction we were traveling or even appreciate the fact we were moving in the first place.
Once the balloon had slipped is moorings it was completely and totally at the mercy of the wind. Wherever the wind blew, we went without really feeling like we were moving. The only recourse the pilot had for changing course was to change altitude looking for a wind that was blowing in the right direction. As the ride progressed we enjoyed the beautiful scenery and excellent company – drifting with the wind over the beautiful mountain valley. However, all good things must come to an end, and we eventually began to run low on fuel. As the pilot looked for a field to land in our options began to become somewhat limited due to the winds near the surface. In the end, we had to settle for a manure covered cow pasture and hope the owners wouldn’t be too upset if we disturbed their cows (we did disturb them, but that’s a story for another day).
I hadn’t thought much about that day for years until I recently read an Ensign article as part of a Sunday school lesson that talked about our need for a spiritual anchor. The teacher talked about how we will drift with the current if we don’t set an anchor. I don’t have a lot of nautical experience, but it resonated with this experience in the balloon. It seems to me that when we slip our moorings or cut away our spiritual anchors we are at the mercy of the undercurrents in society and whims of the morally bankrupt. We begin to drift without any means to direct our path to a deliberate end-point.
As with the ride in the balloon, there are references we can use to detect our motion away from the moorings we left behind, but unlike the balloon, the reference points require us to do a little more than casually look over the edge of the basket at the ground. And worse yet, our ability to utilize the reference points weakens as we get further and further from our point of departure, requiring more effort to distinguish our movement the further we get from the truth. The reference points for life may vary somewhat from person to person, but they always have common characteristics, the most important of which is that they must be grounded in the reality of eternal truths.
Without the benefit of being based on eternal principles, the winds, waves, storms, tremblings, and other abrasive realities erode any foundation built by man and result in an unstable and shifting reference. As anyone versed in celestial navigation can tell you, without a fixed and immovable reference we can be sure of neither our course nor our current position. Without a grasp on where you are and where you are headed, it doesn’t matter if you simply cease to fight against the currents and glide along effortlessly wherever they may take you, even if in the end it lands you in a pile of cow manure.
Just like the balloon ride, finding our way to a defined destination requires a few things. First, it requires the realization that you have drifted away from your goal. By identifying the fixed reference point(s) grounded in truth, we can see where we are and what direction we are going. However, just identifying position and heading is inadequate. Making it back to safe harbor requires changing direction which means deliberately leaving the currents that have carried us away in the first place. We must seek out currents and fair winds that move us in the right direction. For some of us, that may mean abandoning friends and behaviors that have contributed to the currents, for others it may mean letting go of grudges, pride, or other similar factors. The bottom line is a requirement to remove ourselves from whatever influence(s) carried us away in the first place and put ourselves in a position where the influences will guide us back to a safe landing on solid ground.
Even leaving the current that carries us away isn’t enough. Once we have left the moorings, it takes work to return. In the case of the balloon it was a chase truck assigned to follow, recover, and return us to the start-point. Unlike the balloon ride, we can’t rely on others to take us back to where we started without us putting in the effort. It requires work on our part which can include repentance, forgiveness, study, prayer and reflection. However, there is a support crew ready and waiting to help us along the way. Family, friends, neighbors, priesthood leaders, teachers, and more are there to help and guide us along the way. Even more importantly, the Savior has told us that his arm is always extended towards us to lift us up and carry us when needed if we will bend to His will.
Once we return to the safe harbor and solid moorings, we then must work to make sure we don’t get caught up in the air currents that will carry us away again. First, we need to keep our eye continually on the fixed references of eternal truths so we can detect drift early on before it has carried us far afield. Second, we should get instantly suspicious any time things feel calm. When we were in the balloon basket prior to liftoff, we felt the wind blowing against us. It only became particularly calm when we lifted off and began drifting. If we don’t feel like we are going against the flow, we are being dragged by it, which is a position none of us should be comfortable in.